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Life is full of suprises no matter good and bad

just days before i thought my life was not bad, good to be correct...., i don't know if it's kind of like a curse, 

when i thought it that way, bad thing happened

little yaya died on the Thursday(10/22) morning....

  I know it was your time, and you were truely a real fighter for fighting the illness for so long, thanks for trying so hard for us, and u knew we loved you so much, maybe that was part of the reasons you persisted it,

  I called timmy papa on the same day, and you know what, he still loves you and will always do, just like everybody in the family, thanks for giving us joy and laughters in the past 3 years, all the kisses/shaking your little ass as greeting when we come home, loved the most that you alwasy followed me when i rushed into my room for change. and thanks for your patience for waiting for me t o finish all my shit routine and then kissed you!!

  You had been a really good daughter, and im sure God will take good care of you and help you with your social life, which you didn't quite develop it when you were alive, it's alright, you had us, and it's ok to be a princess as well, mei mei is your best friend, i informed her this news personally, and she offered her condolences, good friend eh!

  We still need a lof of time to get used to the life without you, you know it will be hard, but we'll be fine!!! so don't worry about us, you also have ur own things need finishing right?

  Be good(just like you had always been) and stay happy and healthy in heaven ok? we'll see you there, or do come back and visit us!! you're more than welcome

Love, Mama

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven