Life is full of suprises no matter good and bad
just days before i thought my life was not bad, good to be correct...., i don't know if it's kind of like a curse,
when i thought it that way, bad thing happened
little yaya died on the Thursday(10/22) morning....
I know it was your time, and you were truely a real fighter for fighting the illness for so long, thanks for trying so hard for us, and u knew we loved you so much, maybe that was part of the reasons you persisted it,
Hey, James
I really enjoyed last weekend with u, I know I’ve made this promise that I wouldn’t get attached, but I have to apologize that I failed. It was too nice so that I just can’t stop thinking about us, and also, I don’t want to be regretting that I didn’t tell you this in the future.
You were on and off in my head when I got back to Taipei, it annoys me big time! Yes, I do like you, I thought 3-month time could kill something, I guess time just suppressed my feelings for you, but it didn’t kill it!
I was so drunk that I can’t remember what we actually said that night, but I do remember that you said again that u fancied me for 5 years and I was unavailable the whole time (if I didn’t remember wrong..), since I’m available now, why don’t we give it a try? I know you have your concerns,
1. We argue a lot
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一樣是送給我媽的母親節禮物, 但我媽覺得太過時髦, 她不敢背上街, 怕被搶.....反正就是媽媽的理由, 枉費我的一番好意
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I just did something funky myself.
After all day sleep and brainless
movies watch online, I decided to end this miserable life pattern for tonight, I
went speed walking. Sort of like doing those hand and hip things while I was
It's been 5 months since last post..
what have i done during this period of time? let me think..
the last post was talking abt my boyfriend wanted to be alone for a while and stuff, we actually broke up after that post...bummer..i know!
and i was fucking hurting and could have died from the pain.
Luckily i've got a friend was there for me throughout the whole time, this good friend, which we were not allowed to be friends when i was with my ex.
My boyfriend of 5 years said to me on Sunday that he wants a break from the relationship, he wants to be alone in this period of time, he doesn't wanna live my life and he wants to be happy with himself and his work.he also wants me to think abuot what i want and be happy with myself and do whatever i want to do, plan for myself and stuff. i dont know if it's just an excuse that he wants to do whatever, like going out with somebody else...
We still talk on a daily basis and stuff, but it's like im always guessing if he would answer my calls, if he doesn't, i'd think if he's doing something with someone etc etc, if his tone of voice is a bit strange, it effects my mood too,this is too painful for me, i cant eat and sleep properly, my chest is always stiff, i cant even breath~
Lots of advice from "the relationship talk" webiste says: give him the space that he wants, show him that im calm and mature, here's the best advice that I've discovered:
I'm sure there are this kind of girls in your office as well,
who like arty films, they go to every Golden horse or whatever film festival just to watch some kind of unusual movies or famous arty(or a little bit)
directors' latest films, let's say: Vicky, Cristina Barcelona this kind of none-commercial type, just to make them feel different.
They listen to none-pop music, so they are probably suprerior than people like pop music, maybe they dont think that way that obviously,
but i just can smell it!
It's been a long time since last article, hehe~
meaning: i've been busy at work, which is good, so that i wouldn't have time second guessing on my choice for my new job,
大頭 is a very sweet dog, who i baby sitted for 2 weeks while his owner went for business trip in China,
he's just like a fat little boy, who drinks super loudly and moves so rough!
But we all love him very much,
